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It's Time For A Change.

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 24, 2009, 12:03 AM
So, I know its time for a change when I can't talk about work without crying and not wanting to go anymore.

I feel as if its not the job I applied for almost four years ago anymore. I used to be so happy to have it, but now I feel like all I'm doing is pushing through a few hours a day (and most of my weekends) just to get a paycheck. Other than seeing some of the kids happy when I arrive on the days I work because of school...I just feel like I don't want to be here anymore.

If I could find another job, I'd be all over it. But I believe this is the only reason I'm still working where I am now--the lack of other jobs.

I've done so much for them...and all its gotten me lately is reprimanded at long, stupid and pointless angry meetings. I've always told my bosses, if I'm doing anything in particular, tell me. If I'm not, give me praise. I need to know I'm doing a good job in order to keep doing it. But all I hear is bitching and complaining, and I'm just sick of it.

I used to love to walk in everyday and see everyone, and the kids all being so happy and ready to play games and hang out with the counselors, but now its a chore. All of its just a chore...

And I know exactly why. Its only my main boss I have the problem with now. I feel like no matter what I do, its not going to make her happy. She'll always want more, so...within the next few weeks and over Christmas Break, I'm going to really think about this.

If I honestly cannot stand it any longer...I'm out. I'll give them my two weeks and give my boss the explanation she deserves. I'll tell her EXACTLY how I feel.

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~dr-cockroach Nov 16, 2009, 8:19:52 PM
thank for the fav

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*iHeartRufus Oct 19, 2009, 1:18:57 AM
Thank you for the favourite!
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~Coconaur Oct 17, 2009, 11:48:50 AM
hay baby xD

how've you been???

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~KatsxRemorse Oct 17, 2009, 12:00:38 PM
Busy, basically. Got college, work, and I'm working on a play at my local theater. x.x And right now, I'm sick! So I'm having to take a few days off from all that.

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//She ricochets, but you don't notice.;;

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~Coconaur Oct 17, 2009, 12:02:38 PM
awww at least you get to take a few days off :)

im sick too, got the flu

What play?

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Don't go, I'll eat you up I love you so <3
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~KatsxRemorse Oct 17, 2009, 1:20:33 PM
Not really a good thing, LOL. I have work I have to get done and I feel worse because I have to miss it. XD

The Rocky Horror Show. :) Only the best play ever. I'm working the sound and music for it.

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//She ricochets, but you don't notice.;;

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~Coconaur Oct 17, 2009, 4:35:27 PM
haha aww im sorry im sort of the same way, i dont have school till monday and ive been absent for like 5 days already with the swine O.o

haha NO!! sweeney todd FTW! Awww cool :)

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=ChaseYoungIsMine Oct 13, 2009, 6:20:25 AM
Thanks for the fav ^_^

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